To Let Go

And I’d do anything for you
I’ll give you up
If that’s what I should do
To make you happy

Don’t you ever think that I don’t love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don’t work out right
And you just have to say goodbye…

“If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you’d be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free..”

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That Feeling

You know that feeling when you’re just waiting, waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day, that feeling of both relief and desperation? Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either, and you’re tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing, and you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay, but no one’s going to be there, and you know you have to be strong for yourself because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting, tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else, tired of being strong, and for once, you just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved, but you know you won’t be, but you’re still hoping and you’re still wishing and you’re still staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.

I’ve Learned

Timeless wisdom to share with others:

I’ve learned . . . .

that the best classroom in the world

is at the feet of an elderly person.I’ve learned . . . .

that when you’re in love, it shows.I’ve learned . . . .

that just one person saying to me,

“You’ve made my day!” makes my day.I’ve learned . . . .

that I feel better about myself when

I make others feel better about themselves.I’ve learned . . . .

that having a child fall asleep in your

arms is one of the most peaceful

feelings in the world.I’ve learned . . . .

that what we have done for ourselves

alone dies with us. What we have done

for others and the world remains and

is immortal.I’ve learned . . . .

that one sincere apology is worth more

than all the roses money can buy.I’ve learned . . . .

that words harshly spoken are as difficult

to retrieve as feathers in a gale.I’ve learned . . . .

that being kind is more important than

being right.I’ve learned . . . .

that you should never say no to a

gift from a child.I’ve learned . . . .

that I can always pray for someone when

I don’t have the strength to help him

in some other way.I’ve learned . . . .

that no matter how serious your life

requires you to be, everyone needs a

friend to act goofy with.I’ve learned . . . .

that sometimes all a person needs is a

hand to hold and a heart to understand.I’ve learned . . . .

that simple walks with my father around

the block on summer nights when I was

a child did wonders for me as an adult.I’ve learned . . . .

that life is like a roll of toilet paper.

The closer it gets to the end, the

faster it goes.I’ve learned . . . .

that money doesn’t buy class.I’ve learned . . . .

that it’s those small daily happenings

that make life so spectacular.I’ve learned . . . .

that once a relationship is over,

if you experienced more smiles than

tears, then it wasn’t a waste of time.I’ve learned . . . .

that under everyone’s hard shell is

someone who wants to be appreciated

and loved.I’ve learned . . . .

never to humiliate another person.

Always give him an honorable way to

back down or out of something and

still save face.I’ve learned . . . .

that the Lord didn’t do it all in one

day. What makes me think I can?I’ve learned . . . .

that if you are still talking about

what you did yesterday, you haven’t

done much today.I’ve learned . . . .

that to ignore the facts does not

change the facts.I’ve learned . . . .

that when you plan to get even with

someone, you are only letting that

person continue to hurt you.I’ve learned . . . .

that you view other people’s children

in a whole different light when you

have some of your own.I’ve learned . . . .

that the older I get, the smarter my

parents become.I’ve learned . . . .

that when your wife simply answers,

“nothing” when you ask her what’s

wrong, you’re in deep trouble.I’ve learned . . . .

that love, not time, heals all wounds.I’ve learned . . . .

that the easiest way for me to grow as

a person is to surround myself with

people smarter than I am.I’ve learned . . . .

that I always think of the right thing

to say when it’s too late.I’ve learned . . . .

that the fire of a past love will always

burn with a small flame.I’ve learned . . . .

that even at the age of forty-nine,

you can still feel like a twelve

year old child when your mother is

talking to you.I’ve learned . . . .

that no matter what their ages or how

far away they may be, you never stop

wanting to keep a protective arm

around your children.I’ve learned . . . .

to gather all the crumbs thrown my way.

They soon form a lovely, thick slice

of life and memories.I’ve learned . . . .

that when you want a garment to shrink,

it won’t, and when you don’t, it will

come out of the dryer and fit your cat!I’ve learned . . . .

that commercials for feminine products

always comes on when you are sitting

in the living room with all men.I’ve learned . . . .

that the kind of adults my children

are now is directly related to the kind

of children I continually told them

they were.I’ve learned . . . .

that everyone you meet deserves to

be greeted with a smile.I’ve learned . . . .

that there’s nothing sweeter than sleeping

with your babies and feeling their

breath on your cheeks.I’ve learned . . . .

that men would rather be lost for hours

than stop and ask for directions.I’ve learned . . . .

that no one is perfect until you fall

in love with them.I’ve learned . . . .

that life is tough, but I’m tougher.I’ve learned . . . .

that opportunities are never lost;

someone will take the ones you miss.I’ve learned . . . .

that there is nothing better than my

dog waiting for me on the front porch,

wagging his tail when I get home.I’ve learned . . . .

that when you harbor bitterness,

happiness will dock elsewhere.I’ve learned . . . .

that I wish I could have told my mom

that I love her one more time before

she passed away.I’ve learned . . . .

that it is just as wrong to be rude to a

child as to an adult. In fact, it may

be more unforgivable.I’ve learned . . . .

that you should never jump off a diving

board when wearing a bikini.I’ve learned . . . .

that one should keep his words both

soft and tender, because tomorrow

he may have to eat them.I’ve learned . . . .

that a smile is an inexpensive way to

improve your looks.I’ve learned . . . .

that I can’t choose how I feel, but I

can choose what I do about it.I’ve learned . . . .

that a peacock today may be a feather

duster tomorrow.I’ve learned . . . .

that nobody wants to know what you’re

doing until you’re doing something that

you don’t want anyone to know.I’ve learned . . . .

that when your newly born grandchild

holds your little finger in his little

fist, that you’re hooked for life.I’ve learned . . . .

that those who reach their goals too

easily have aimed too low.I’ve learned . . . .

that everyone wants to live on top of

the mountain, but all the happiness

and growth occurs while you’re climbing it.I’ve learned . . . .

that when packing for a vacation, you

should take half as many clothes as you

think you will need and twice as much

money. Your clothes and money should

run out about the same time!I’ve learned . . . .

that stain resistant carpet will stain.I’ve learned . . . .

that it is best to give advice in only

two circumstances; when it is requested

and when it is a life-threatening

situation.I’ve learned . . . .

that a good friend is the one who tells

you how you really look in your jeans.I’ve learned . . . .

that the less time I have to work with,

the more things I get done.I’ve learned . . . .

that we should be glad God doesn’t

give us everything we ask for.More . . . Timeless wisdom . . .

I’ve learned . . . .
that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be
loved. The rest is up to them.I’ve learned . . . .
that no matter how much I care,
some people just don’t care back.I’ve learned . . . .
that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it.I’ve learned . . . .
that it’s not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts.I’ve learned . . . .
that you can get by on charm for about
fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better
know something.I’ve learned . . . .
that you shouldn’t compare
yourself to the best others can do.I’ve learned . . . .
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.I’ve learned . . . .
that it’s taken me a long time
to become the person I want to be.I’ve learned . . . .
that you should always leave
loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.I’ve learned . . . .
that you can keep going
long after you think you can’t.I’ve learned . . . .
that we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.I’ve learned . . . .
that either you control your attitude
or it controls you.I’ve learned . . . .
that regardless of how hot and steamy
a relationship is at first, the passion fades
and there had better be something else
to take its place.I’ve learned . . . .
that heroes are the people
who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.I’ve learned . . . .
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.I’ve learned . . . .
that sometimes when I’m angry
I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn’t give me
the right to be cruel.I’ve learned . . . .
that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.I’ve learned . . . .
that just because someone doesn’t love
you the way you want them to doesn’t
mean they don’t love you with all they have.I’ve learned . . . .
that maturity has more to do with
what types of experiences you’ve had
and what you’ve learned from them
and less to do with how many
birthdays you’ve celebrated.I’ve learned . . . .
that you should never tell a child
their dreams are unlikely or outlandish.
Few things are more humiliating, and
what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.I’ve learned . . . .
your family won’t always be there for you.
It may seem funny, but people you aren’t
related to can take care of you and love you
and teach you to trust people again.
Families aren’t always biological.I’ve learned . . . .
that no matter how good a friend is,
they’re going to hurt you every once in a
while and you must forgive them for that.I’ve learned . . . .
that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by
others. Sometimes you have to forgive yourself.I’ve learned . . . .
that no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn’t stop for your grief.I’ve learned . . . .
that our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.I’ve learned . . . .
that just because two people argue,
it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other
And just because they don’t argue,
it doesn’t mean they do.I’ve learned . . . .
that two people can look at the exact same
thing and see something totally different.I’ve learned . . . .
that we don’t have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.

Today, I’m writing

Today, I am writing… There’s still hope for peace. On this piece of paper as when I write down the word ‘Peace’, I see my own face smiling at me, on this desktop pane. But there’s still hope for peace. Pain is pleasure.  And I have gone through a lot in my life. But all of us have got our own share of stories to say.

Today, I am writing… I haven’t written a personal note in ages. If I could tell you, then I should tell you that it’s almost a year and half since I wrote something for me, from my heart. When I was a child, I used to look at the airplanes, flying far away, drawing images that looked familiar to me. But the dream to be in the air wasn’t too far away. When the guitar weeps, sweet mellow songs come into life. When writers bleed, sweet tales or poetry come into life. I never knew I could write. I never thought I would be a writer. And to me – it’s more than to be a writer. To know people, to be their dear friend, and to be the friend they always dreamt to have… or to be the friend they never had… I know the pain of emptiness, because I have tasted loneliness at a very early age. No, it doesn’t feel good. It only makes us a better person. But it doesn’t make us feel good. No, it doesn’t… But it will for sure make us a better human being…

Today, I am writing… And I am writing a personal note to see if I can still write. If I can remember the days in my life, and the memories that I wish to recall and to inject me with strength to move on when I am low and lost. I can… I know… I can… You may stab a person once, he may feel distressed, twice – he will feel a bit upset, thrice – he will be only stronger…

Today, I am writing… And I tell you, I love you… And I tell you again, I love you for being a great support… Everything has a time in life. I believe in time. I believe in me. Slowly, but surely I am reaching there…

Until then, love and peace, always! You know, you are special. Keep smiling.

Love.